I'm sitting here, watching the Oscars while on Facebook, trying to take my mind off of the pain in my left shoulder and jaw. I'm dizzy and I feel frustrated. Once again, I have no idea why God chose THIS to be my thorn. I know that people want me to quit complaining, to give it a rest. And Lord knows, I want this as well.
It's just not that easy. I'm tired. Not sleepy tired, but my body is just tired. I didn't do much today, but go to church, clean out my drawers, and do a little yoga.
I can't believe there is another work week facing me already. With Sean coaching baseball now, I'm having a hard time finding a balance. I know he loves it, so I absolutely encourage it, but I'm overwhelmed with the thought of getting off of work, picking up both girls, going to the grocery store, cooking dinner, bathing the girls and getting them off to bed before he gets home.
That's it.
I'm tired just thinking of what tomorrow will bring. But won't tomorrow take care of itself? Won't God go before me? Why don't I trust that? Why am I always so afraid that I will not get everything done?
And even more, why am I so afraid of EVERYTHING?
Can you tell it's one of those days? So let's lift each other up. In all of our trials and tribulations, God is with us, will go before us, and give us tomorrow.
Tomorrow will be beautiful.
Humbly His-
L.
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