It's Begun

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds,  because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance.  Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything." James 1: 2-4

It happened. Tonight, at dinner. The anxiety.

I was eating very slowly, knowing that a full stomach makes me immediately nauseated. 

And out of no where, I started feeling bad. Just, out of no where. Once that feeling hit, I ran to the restroom, and I will spare you the details. It's so frustrating. 

I have been feeling great for weeks now. And then a horrible panic rushed over me...like a hot flash. I'm so disappointed.

I knew it was going to happen. I just hate that it happened this soon. And I pray it doesn't affect our Six Flags trip on Sunday. I'm definitely going, because my Miles has suffered enough for one kid's lifetimes. But I don't want to be sick all day.

I will persevere. I will have perspective. I will rejoice, even when things are bad.

When things just plain stink.

Please keep me in your prayers.

Humbly His,

L.